I am working tonight, so this will probably be my last post for 2009. My employer thinks fireworks at midnight for our customers is a good idea, and someone needs to be there to make it all go off without a hitch. That'll be me, then.
To be honest, it's been a lousy year. Anna has borne the brunt of the nasty things that have intruded on our lives, but it has been hard to stand by and watch it happen. The reduction in working hours in June has caused a lot of money problems, which I am only now coming to grips with. The house continues to fall down around our ears, and can only be put right by the expenditure of large amounts of money that we don't have. However, I have been sustained by many things: two daughters who, even if we don't speak as often as we should, always make my life seem less pointless than it otherwise might; by some friends who, through various internetular connections, have stimulated my 'brain' and made me laugh in equal measure; and - unsurprisingly - by the two bikes that are sitting on the drive at this moment. If I didn't have that little bit of 'bike time' every day, I think I would have died of cabin fever. Keeping the XT going has been a bit of a challenge, but worth the headaches, and the trip to Denmark on the Honda was a thoroughly life-enhancing experience.
Above all, the trials of the past 11 months have brought Anna and me closer than ever before, and for that I am very thankful. When you reach moments where there is a serious prospect of losing someone for ever, the time together becomes more precious. She's a tough old trout, and I'm very lucky to have her. It's a shame that I won't be at home tonight to see in the New Year, as I wanted very much to be with Anna to say 'up yours' to 2009, and to raise a glass together to a better 2010. There may be more work in the pipeline, and Anna seems to be making slow but steady progress in her health, so maybe a bit of optimism is not misplaced.
A Happy New Year to all of you, and may 2010 bring you everything you wish for.
Richard
ReplyDeleteAll the best to Anna and you for 2010.
I enjoy reading your blog!
N
Thank you! And all the best to you and yours.
ReplyDeleteBest wishes to you both for the new year - hope that optimism proves entirely justified!
ReplyDeleteOh, and enjoy the fireworks.
The fireworks were good. All the best to all of you, and here's hoping for a good 2010 for all of us.
ReplyDeleteHappy New Year to you.
ReplyDeleteYour blog has, rather spookily, become a feature of my week. I sort of miss it when I don't get round to reading it. And how is it that you manage to write down lots of what I thought or half thought?
As I said spooky but nice spooky.
Here's to a 2010 in which the ducks line up and the road is less bumpy (can't think of any more cliches)
S
Anonymous 'S' - is that who I think it is? Would the initials WvdK mean anything? Hehe - gotcha.
ReplyDeleteThank you for your kind comments. *Pneu*